I have been writing more these days but not online or even on a devices. just in a notebook. multiple notebooks. some of the things I really enjoy and would like to explore and maybe will transfer it to a document and make it official or not.

sometimes I think that just the act of writing and showing up is enough for me. that is not to say that I can’t or won’t explore it in other unknown ways but right now my notebook seems to feed me.

and yet, I am writing here, too. just a bit. i still love my blog as awkward as my relationship with it is.

I will continue to accept it is my electronic paper trail (in a way) a way for me to take up space on the internets on my own terms.

that feels good.